There was no reason for any of us to be here. “And I’m glad it’s over.”
“I still can’t believe you spit in Wilson’s face,” Chris said. Sex vedio I had never ran so long and fast in my life, it was unbelievable. “Me either. And I’m glad you’re here.”
“I came here wantin’ to make shit better between you and me, B. So we cried. That’s not my responsibility. I felt Chris sniffing my skin. I thought I wanted to. “I love you too, B.” He kissed me for real the second time. Whispering, I said, “I love you.”
Chris kissed my forehead. I’ve always wanted to say that to him. I thought about what kind of person I was going to be when I went to school tomorow, if I was going to be confident and strong or self-conscious and weak. I wanted to do so many things, I wanted to say so many things: I wanted to scream at him for putting me through so much shit, I wanted to kiss him because I was so happy to see him, and I wanted to hold him, to let him know that I understood the pain that he was going through.
